2005-02-18 - v. short random entry
2004-10-07 - ramble
2004-08-11 - -
2004-08-10 - LONDON
2004-06-02 - slag
2004-05-10 - Paroxetine
2004-04-18 - again
2004-04-18 - weird
2004-04-03 - not much
2004-03-26 - birthday
2004-03-23 - purging again
2004-03-22 - purging and cutting
2004-03-01 - Alcohol drowns it all out
2004-02-22 - futility
2004-02-15 - Valentine's Day..... hate it
2004-02-07 - drink, puke, slash, cry, rape
2004-02-02 - Therapy
2004-01-29 - hospital
2004-01-26 - Anger and sadness
2004-01-07 - talk of love, amongst other things....
2004-01-05 - Shitty New Year.....
2003-12-20 - drunken night again.... and Tom
2003-12-18 - back to cutting
2003-12-13 - Thinking about the assault
2003-12-09 - The ball
2003-12-07 - weight
2003-12-02 - Grossly thin
2003-11-20 - Swab
2003-11-17 - xx Faith xx
2003-11-14 - Invading my brain...
2003-11-10 - Give me pills.....lots of pills.....
2003-11-10 - 6 feet from the edge....
2003-11-07 - general lowness
2003-11-06 - our play
2003-11-04 - I return
2003-10-15 - THE END - Closure of a CrazeeDevil
2003-10-11 - An exceedingly random night on the piss (again)
2003-10-10 - food
2003-10-07 - Insomnia
2003-10-06 - memories
2003-10-02 - losing weight
2003-09-30 - he said....
2003-09-30 - Should have known
2003-09-24 - LOVE?
2003-09-13 - Tactless friends
2003-09-09 - Another secret
2003-08-27 - death
2003-08-11 - i cant walk away
2003-08-01 - he beat me
2003-07-30 - that was just a dream.....
2003-07-23 - pain
2003-07-21 - BREAKDOWN
2003-07-08 - CRIMSON TEARS
2003-07-01 - the night my drink was spiked....
2003-06-29 - She's turned to pain
2003-06-24 - ANOTHER shitty therapy, and thanks to Lora
2003-06-18 - Stifled
2003-06-11 - HELLO..... and Im broken
2003-06-09 - BADNESS
2003-06-06 - Haunted
2003-06-05 - Fuck men..... I hate them....
2003-06-04 - 100th entry - serious anger after therapy
2003-05-17 - Mixtures
2003-05-04 - My wild weekend with Haylz
2003-05-01 - Pathetic
2003-04-28 - Many things
2003-04-27 - Am I crazy?
2003-04-24 - I puked
2003-04-23 - I HAVE NO-ONE
2003-04-11 - Drunk
2003-04-07 - Going back in time
2003-04-07 - -
2003-04-04 - Lots of randomness

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